Why am I doing this again?

So, I'd really just like to introduce myself before I start posting a lot of deep, meaningful posts.
Hi. My name is Katie. 18. INFP. Small town girl. Occasional Photographer. Freshman at UNC Greensboro. And I'm not quite sure why I'm doing this blog. Maybe I just want to rant, maybe I feel like this will keep me grounded as I reach for the stars. Or maybe I'm just avoiding studying for midterms at the moment.
Here's the sitch. I started college almost two months ago, and if I'm being honest, I'm struggling. I'm homesick a lot. I miss my mom. I miss my dogs. I am completely sleep-deprived. The meal-plan sucks. I'm broke. I'm failing eight classes even though I'm only taking five (just kidding, mom. I'm passing somehow). I've been sick half of the month. And I can't seem to give myself the fresh start I wanted.
I thought that by being here, I could have a fresh start. I thought that maybe I could finally be me. Spoiler alert: I still have no idea who I am. I wanted to come here and completely reimagine myself: lose some weight, get right with God and leave my past where it belongs: in the past.
Now don't get me wrong, I am trying so hard to become a better Christian. But, let's be honest, the only reason I haven't gained the freshman 15 yet is because I'm not exactly eating on a normal schedule. And my past? Please. That is still sitting firmly right in front of my face. And I can't seem to find the strength to finally push it out of the way.
With all of this said, I still have no idea what exactly this blog is going to consist of. Maybe one week it will be about my amazing weekend with my favorite Peurtorican. Perhaps I'll go more in depth about my past and why I can't leave it be. Or maybe I'll just rant about how awful my week has been. I don't know, but I hope you guys find my adventures (or lack thereof) entertaining.

Until next time,
KPrezz,